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Nobody has any idea how much I miss HIM. To go on EVERYDAY smiling as if it were nothing is not as easy as you think. Even I surprise myself sometimes.. A million miles away and he never leaves my mind. At times I just sit here and have moments Ive had with him on replay. I remember that little smirk he gives me when he walks into my house like “uhmm yeah, hi? (:” I rarely get to hear from him and that sucks.. but when I do, even the smallest and simplest conversations I really cherish. I miss lying down with him and just conversing about whatever came to mind. If you haven’t figured it out yet, he’s really special to me. I miss his smile and his touch. I miss the way he looked at me. I miss laughing with him and having his presence around. He’s an amazing person, well in my eyes at least. It sucks not being able to let him know how much I wish he was back home! Sometimes I just wish he’d be standing outside my house to surprise me! Or calls me up and says “im back” oh i’d be overjoyed to hear or see that handsome boy again! I hope he misses me too.. This is TOUGH LOVE. And im doing my best to hang in there <3