If you ask me I’ll tell you i don’t give a fuck.. To be honest, I do. And it hurts me to always feel like what I do isn’t enough for my family, especially my parents. I’m tired of being the bad one. I’m not even the bad one? I get really good grades in school, I’m part of a club in school -even president if anything- I take care of marvin and joan, I’m actually nice to them. And im actually ABOVE the influence! Ive been saving money to pay for things I need for senior year just because I know my dad has enough to pay. I’m the only one who is concern about what my dad has to pay and the only one who gives a fuck about my mother And in the end im the bad one.. Its never enough for them and I hate it!? I’m sick and tired of it.. Sometimes I just want to leave and never talk to them again.. :L My sister gets whatever she wants and honestly she can be so disrespectful.. im not asking for everything in the world but all I want is fairness..I’ve felt like the outcast ever since I was a little girl. When will I be good enough??